So many things going on. Thinking of now. Thinking of the future. What I want to do.

Well i wass suppose to be going to college this year but i stop applying because of shelly. moved in with me and we staying my rents and she wanted to move out. I was like ok let go for it but of course it didn't happen but i;m kinda glad cuz i be broke all the time and i dont know how well get along we started to have little fights.. i love her but she can be a pain in the ass at times...

She back with her aunt and im still with my parents.. well most of the time i;m not home at all.. i usly with my friends and for some reason i feel like at home at there place then at my parents i dont know why that is. but ya but next year im going to go college and do something i love.. working with animals and the environment and no one is gonna stop me.. This will require me to move to a different town cuz abilene colleges doesn't have my course i want to take well they do and they don't im not going to two different colleges and be in college for ten years i dont think so .. i am going to start study for the SAT cuz if i dont study i won't do good on it and the math is gonna kill me.. other i won't have a problem i do pretty good on essays. right now im not paying attention to the captilizing and commas and etc lol... it five in the morning and i;m righting this lol.

my other friend wants me to move to okaloma up there where he lives but there nothing to do in chickasha and there nothing to do in abilene texas so why move somewhere , where you do the same thing .. lol... and ya okaloma has more tornadoes then texas lol.. I;m not a big storm person lol.. but i think i might go south in texas.. but i;m gonna look around at the colleges to find the one with both of the course i want to take adn ya.. well i write more later or different journa time for bed .